i tot i can set a post into a private post, but it cant. but nvr mind. i still want to express my feeling -___-

i dunno am i her official boyfriend or not. she seems like doesnt really care bout it. do i still wanna continue this relationship? or juz end it up? i dunno. i confuse. i blue. i blur. i like her vry much. really. i do really mean it. but i dunno does she know that i vry like her. i feel so sad when i saw her friendster a/c, she still put her ex-bf at her featured frens. Ex-BOYFRIEND !

what will u feel if u saw ur bf/gf put his/her ex at the top of the list? angry? sad? dissapoint? i can tell u guys that i feel all that feeling at the same time. i ask her is she seriously want to date with me, and she said yes. i dunno her inner thought. maybe she still thinks bout her ex.

do i need to meet my schl's counselor 1st b4 i make any decision? seriously, if me, i really dun want. cuz for me, they will nver know my inner feeling. no body knows ! @@

at last, i still confuse of this complicate relationship. -_-

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